I still shudder at the thought of losing you,
I have spent hundreds of sleepless nights wondering if you will ever love me the way I love you,
I have cried many nights wondering if I will ever be able to love anyone else like I love you,
I wake up with a hole in the pit of my stomach
And wonder how will I ever live without you.

And when we finally met, I decided to ask you to leave her and choose me, be with me and spend your life with me,
Instead, I ask you if you are happy, 'Yes, very much.' You reply.
I smile and walk away.